Music Memory

This is a pretty lazy post since it kinda echoes something I just posted on facebook, but I want to write about it somewhere that isn’t going to get eaten up and lost in a week or so.

So, every so often, I recall a song from my teens, and go looking for it. In this case, it was Symposium’s ‘Disappear’. I knew it was on some sort of compilation or mixtape back then, but I hadn’t remembered that it was on a Kerrang cover tape from about 1994/5 until I found a playlist of that tape by accident on YouTube.

SMACK instantly back into 14 year old me’s mind, and I was in Germany for the first time, on a school exchange trip, where I first fell in love with the country and language and where this tape was on my walkman.

It’s funny that this comes right after reading a bit in the book I’m reading about how music evokes memories unlike any other sensory stimulant, and how music you haven’t heard for a long, long time has a far more potent effect than a song you’ve heard a lot over the years. And how it’s down to the associated memories being watered down over time as you link other moments in time to that piece of music.

Which made sense anyway, but I’m kinda enjoying experiencing it now. I’ve recalled the Symposium track here and there, so I have more memory links to it now. It’s not as watered down as a lot of things I listen to, like a lot of Levellers stuff for example, but it certainly links to more periods in my life than the original one. But just playing that Runescape song and I’m back on a coach in Germany, tired as hell, headphones in, almost dozing off. There was this German punk kid in combats and chains who knew my exchange partner, and 14 year old me obviously had a huge crush.

It’s been 21 years since I last heard that song, and I wouldn’t ever even have recalled it if I hadn’t found it again by chance. Those memories which have surfaced so rapidly now were buried deep, and without the music, I wouldn’t have recalled them.

If I heard these songs now, I doubt I’d give them a second thought. My taste in music has changed and developed so much over the years. But because they have this huge memory link for me, these songs that are so far removed from what I tend to love now, retain a huge emotional connection.


FAWM Time, Again

Well, despite having plans to keep this updated with my progress and discoveries across the past year, clearly I didn’t. Now, I’m 8 days into my second FAWM, and since I’m currently slightly ahead of schedule, thought it was high time to post something on here.

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February Album Writing Month

Taking the form of the NaNoWriMo influenced time constrained artistic challenges which are growing both in number and popularity, February Album Writing Month (or, FAWM), sets musicians and songwriters, both amateur and experienced, the challenge to create 14 new songs in 28 days. As with many such challenges, the emphasis is not on high quality, polished work, but rather on output to be grown and edited at a later time. It’s as much about active participation as it is about the creative process, and the online community is supportive and friendly.

For me, participation has meant having an extra driving force to stop worrying about the fact that I’m still learning the ropes, or that what I’m doing doesn’t sound quite how I’d like, and start getting ideas down. At the time of writing, I’ve published two tracks, both of which I’m reasonably happy with as rough drafts, and both of which I intend to work on further once the month is up.

Without the purpose of a set challenge behind me, I’m not certain I would have had the confidence to publish anything for a while yet. Sometimes, especially at the beginning, it’s a hell of a lot easier to say “here’s something I made for this specific reason”. The limitations of the project act as a safety net, in some ways. The time constraints mean that there’s an implicit understanding that quality of work is not the goal, and for anybody without years of experience, that is a massive asset. I know I’m not going to be creating anything amazing after only a few months learning, but this gives me the opportunity to get ideas down, put them out there, and get some feedback much sooner than I might have done otherwise. Feedback and constructive criticism means progress, and I welcome both.